"Only My Hairdresser Knows for Sure": Stories of Race, Hair and Gender
Badillo, Casandra
"Once we were all together," one of the women told me, "and my mother's friend "started calling us names, pointing at each of us, drawing differences between each one of us, and distinguishing...
...Whether it is curly or straight, black or brown, it is said that she is blonde...
...In the Dominican Republic, a white woman's hair is described as blonde...
...You know, just like the peacock: beautiful feathers, but with shame on their feet...
...Straightening one's hair becomes a survival strategy...
...It's all about the hair, precisely because it is one of the traits that women can change and alter...
...35 Vol XXXIV, No 6 MAY/JUNE 2001REPORT ON RACE zone where a well-paid worker earns the equivalent of about $84 a week...
...In a society where the poor face serious obstacles and social insecurity, defiance can turn out to be expensive...
...This is a 35 Casandra Badillo is a graduate student in anthropology at the Graduate Faculty of the New School for Social Research...
...But after the process, I stood hours in front of the mirror, thinking about different hairstyles, moving my head from one way to the other, feeling my hair soft...
...Afterwards, the school's director told her: "It is weird that you came to a job interview with curly hair, because that's very informal...
...A white, green-eyed psychology student told me that she had interviewed for a job at a school in Santiago...
...In order to find a job and/or acceptance in social circles, circles that in some manner exert authoritarian control, women need to show their submission and acceptance...
...The valuing of what is and what is not beautiful is an instrument of control, of disqualification and delegitimation...
...36 NMLA REPORT ON THE AMERICAS 36 NACIA REPORT ON THE AMERICASREPORT ON RACE A client has her hair straightened and bleached at Las Margaritas salon in the Washington Heights neighborhood of New York City...
...Of the nine women who shared their stories, only two decided to quit, after many years, straightening their hair...
...A 45-year-old woman who recently decided to quit straightening commented: "When you quit straightening, you feel free, you break the chain that you used to carry in your head before...
...That is why it is interpreted as an act of rebelliousness and, in the case of women, it is double rebelliousness, because these two oppressions go together...
...In the Dominican Republic, a white woman's hair is described as blonde...
...One of my sons told me: 'Mom, I didn't know you were like that...
...Hair straightening is a sign of docility and subjection to painful acts, such as the application of lye and other chemicals...
...These were the questions I pursued while conducting several interviews among poor black Dominican women and stylists in Santiago, Dominican Republic in 1996...
...But these categories are not strictly biological and depend on a great deal of cultural encoding...
...Nonetheless, when a white, blonde woman with straight hair decides to curl it, it can be funny, surprising and glamorous...
...I always told the stylist, 'Please tell me in advance so I can prepare myself.' When I got home I couldn't comb my hair from the pain because of the blisters and burns...
...It is of minor importance whether the hair is black or brown: If it's bad it's bad...
...One of the women commented: "People say that a woman's elegance shows through her shoes and her hair...mostly through her hair...
...But in the Dominican Republic, black women who stop straightening their hair are considered rebellious: "When I quit straightening," Chaki said, "a man told me: 'You look like you don't have a husband...
...popular attitudes about beauty that are riddled with racial undertones...
...Power relations shape everyday life...
...These women put forth a challenge...
...And, in the case of women, it is a double rebelliousness, because these two oppressions go together...
...The problem is not changing the hair per se, but rather in the power relations it expresses and in the attitudes of domination it reflects...
...A black, prieta woman will never find initial acceptance if she decides to keep her hair natural...
...When she asked why, the director responded, "because one looks more decent...
...They called me 'bad hair,' 'ugly,' 'pubic head...
...Expressions such as mi morena and las mds quemaita, used to refer to women's bodies, reflect To quit straightening is an affirmation, a symbolic act of going over to the other faction-the faction of the maroons...
...Once we were all together," one of the women told me, "and my mother's friend "started calling us names, pointing at each of us, drawing differences between each one of us, and distinguishing who among us was the most beautiful...
...About the "others," it is said that they have bad hair and that's all-bad hair has no color...
...Gertrudis told me: "The process felt as if my head was burning and I didn't say anything because I wanted my hair to feel soft...
...At the same time they recognize themselves as nonwhites who can be exposed at any time, when the roots begin to grow and be noticed, when it rains or when they get wet...
...It was like a competition...
...About the "others" it is said that they have bad hair and that's all-bad hair has no color...
...It is amazing that the majority of women were willing to receive my questions because: Is that not the way things are...
...Why might a woman want to erase the traits she considers ugly and offensive, namely those associated with her racial identity...
...That burns when it falls on a sore, in a burned part or on a wound...
...The features of the eyes, skin, hair and nose can be recognized, identified and described...
...Before and after the straightening, the stylist puts a treatment that I think has vinegar, lemon and other things...
...It is true: I am the ugliest and the one with the most difficult hair...
...That is why it is interpreted as an act of rebelliousness...
...I will never forget the moment when she said, 'These are the ugliest!' She classified me as the ugliest thing [she laughs though her eyes become wet...
...It is a ritual of humiliation, yet also a double game of rejection and reward, since those who resist such norms receive punishment and rejection...
...And that characterization of what is good hair and bad hair expresses, in Dominican society, more than the legacy of slavery...
...One woman said, "At home they always kept me apart...
...I grew up feeling ugly, feeling as if I were less than others...
...It expresses the ways in which racism is reproduced on a daily basis...
...Whether it is curly or straight, black or brown, it is said that she is blonde...
...traightening" does not whiten a woman, straightening is about self-denial...
...In the "social," the "natural" is not so...
...According to Naomi Wolf, the beauty myth is a political weapon used to exert control over women...
...Being "black in the Dominican Republic has never meant anything else...
...Once they put it on so fast and without warning, it was so strong, that I began to pee...
...The director suggested that she comb her hair with a blower before having her ID picture taken...
...Many women confess that they anxiously wait for the day to have their hair straightened, because they will then be beautiful and will be able to enjoy, for a few days, what they feel has been denied to them...
...Why do black Dominican women straighten, stretch, deform and dye their hair...
...When they put that mixture on me I began to sweat...
...Hairstyle also has classbased implications...
...This operates in Caribbean women, Dominican or otherwise, in a singular manner...
...At the end my brother and I were the last ones left...
...What gives such importance to the way they arrange and style their hair...
...In the Dominican Republic, curly hair carries a symbolic weight, a social stigma...
...To quit straightening is an affirmation, a symbolic act of going over to the other faction-the faction of the maroons...
...You will see the beating your husband is going to give you!' Another person asked me: 'Where are you going to work, as a cook or as a washerwoman?' My father said: 'Aye, the poor one is becoming crazy.' My mother didn't want to see me...
...To decide not to straighten one's hair is to be unkempt...
...To this day they keep repeating that joke...
...It burns but it helps to heal...
...For her what is "natural" is to alter it...
...Accepting oneself as black means recognizing oneself as oppressed and exploited...
...The construction of a creative and free identity evolves from a double denial: to recognize oneself in the act of "not being" and to affirm it...
...This article was excerpted from "When Black is not Beautiful" in The Janey Program in Latin American Studies Newsletter (Fall 1996) and is part of an ongoing research project...
...We thought that you were white and not black.' I told them again and again that I was the same: 'I am your mother as always.' My daughter answered: 'Yes, her voice sounds like mom's...
...The interviews with the stylists included two owners of beauty salons in Gurabo, a rural area of Santiago, and the community of Los P6rez in the same region...
...The perception of the racial type is seemingly a simple one, free of complications or errors...
...It never goes away...
...It is a change that carries no major complications or meanings-a white woman is still white no matter what she does to her hair...
...Not straightening is a disqualification in which the beauty myth plays a role, and in which the reduction of women's humanity to their physical, culturally accepted traits is evident...
...For a poor, black woman, adding an element of confrontation and challenge goes against her in a society dominated by men and by authoritarian structures of power...
...As one woman told me, "Bad hair is worse than AIDS...
...Proper people have straight hair...
Vol. 34 • May 2001 • No. 6
